Ask you if you ever believe I'll study.
And I'm damn sure the majority of the answers will be: "You'll study mehz!"
(Note the exclamation mark.)
Even my parents wont believe me if I tell them I'm studying.
Well, thats what I protray and what I'm protrayed.
I'm not an academic person and I know that.
I prefer to generate my brain-cells in another way.
I'm on the creative side, though noone can vouch, but ideas are always floating in my head.
Consider it day-dreaming or idealic-thoughts.

This period has gotta be one of the straining point of my life.
Though I know that no matter how much I put into these studies,
None would work out.
I moan for more time to do the things for myself, especially doing my laundry proper.
Eat-sleep-study.
Where will this take me, how far will this take me, how much will this allow my parents to live in comfort in the future.

Some people can really find happiness.
Its like they are the magnets many kind of happiness.
I'm certainly not a magnet.
But I'm lucky to have friends putting a smile on my face.
So maybe I'm a magnet afterall, a magnet for luck.

*pish*
I thinking I'm rotting with nonsense.
~Off.

Hopefully I can work abroad.
Thats a dream.
Cos its just so challenging.
Excites me.


*My friends, you'll never know how much I treasure you the way you treasure me. TY