I hope today will be a great day!
Cos I'm gonna be a relief maths teacher teaching P6 kiddos.
My first!
And maths! my forte and probably the only subject I can boast about through my education.
I'm both excited and 'very' nervous.
Then the 'What ifs' keeps popping out.

What if:
I cant teach well.
Kiddos dont understand.
Kiddos learnt the wrong thing.
Kiddos cant be bothered with me.
I, blooper in class!!!!! (Highly/Extremely Possible)
The kiddos fight among each other.
The kiddos dont score well.
I'm just thinking too much.

Being paranoid is just a normal sign.
I just worried about explaining the wrong stuff tomorrow.

Oh well,
Told mum about it just now,
She brushed it off with a "Teach properly ar!"
But its words of encouragement I guess.
The first time she didnt oppose my decision.
Oh well, probably she's a tuition teacher before and she likes her son to do what she has done before.
Or,
She cant be bothered about what I'm saying since it has been three weeks since she saw her son.
My Mum do miss me.....


Here's an insight:

- I think the kiddos will smack me tomorrow -