Mental Mind

This week's coming to an end soon. Attended school for the first time for the week. Skipped a couple of lectures due to some reasons. Feels like I'm lagging behind my studies again. No matter how hard I try my best in class, its all down to practise and revision. Seriously, the feeling of the exams coming soon is always hitting me. Even though its in May, but the feelings like the next month or other. Worried, but I aint doing much. Philip, my teacher, mentioned that I worry quite excessively. Words coming from him, whom I get to meet once a week, interact less than 1.5hrs, drilled straight into me. Yeah yeah, I'm the kind of person who worry and worry non-stop. Negative, I understand. But sometimes it does gets me the results I want. You might not understand so.....just leave me alone. =7
Did some reflections before my sleep last nite. Life's abit rocky since last week. Well, not as bad, but it could have been better. Concluded something before I closed my eyes. How come I have been planning for the future, thinking about what to do, the directions I must take, and silly me, I never made plans for the present. Cross the river only when the bridge is up. Since the parents are away, its good time to have alil peace and start designing my bridge.