Ego Buffet?

I think there's too much ego in me to feast on. And its fast exploding out of control. I'm figuring out the causes. I neeeeeeed more time to think but my brain has to work hard too! Which concludes an irony, my brain wont work hard. -_-"'
Was reflecting on something else, something which evaded me. Something that I thought was impossible, true enough, it became a possibility, a reality. Thank God! I didnt expect it to EVER happen! Heavens, thank you!